It's time for a change.
I don't know this person in these pages.



abovetheair

My life is filled with your broken promises.
Please, take yourself, and them, and leave.

I won't be posting 'My Average Day' this month, which leaves a great first impression, eh? But it's not my fault. I am [maybe] going to Kenessaw (sp?) today, though, to go iceskating. I love ice skating. I once wanted to be an ice skater.

My birthday was possibly the worst yet. Well, no. Once, when I was younger no one even said 'happy birthday' to me. I only had 4 people tell me this year, all of whom I appreciate. Johnathan's card was the coolest ever: a scrap of paper off the corner of his homework that he scribbled 'happy b-day' on. Thank you, Dallas, for my cd's. They're amazing. :]

Life's a roller coaster.
But bliss makes it worthwhile.

call me.
tell me if you ever loved me.
if you don't, I'll sit and stare at the phone forever.



forever is an awfully long time.

It's not my life, I know it's not.
It's not my hands that touch my cheek, nor is it your's.
I miss you, yes, I still miss you.
I miss the sound of your heart next to mine,
the feeling of your breath in my ear.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.

Only, that will never describe how much I need you back.

I can't eat.
I can't sleep.
I'm sick.
fuck.

I literally didn't get to sleep until a little after 4. And I have to wake at 5. I'm going to be crashing all over the place today. Why am I such a dumbass?

So, I got bored and decided to get on youtube like I haven't in the longest time. I found a whole bunch of interviews and such with some of the Lost cast. If you'd like to go search for characters I didn't just go to the site, but I only looked for my favorites.


( eeeks! at the lovelies )

Hope you enjoy them as much as I did.

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I found some info on Pirates of the Caribbean III: Worlds End. It's not very informative, but I don't wanna know much anyway. It'll ruin it. Anways, here's what I found.

( don't read if you haven't seen the second POTC or if you don't wanna know. kthx. )

TO DO:
- clean room (not too dirty, just clothes and magazines littering)
- organize iTunes
- get back to school clothes (again, much needed, but not eww)
- get hair cut (wayyyy needed)
- laundry
- dishes
- find a mix tape theme


Speaking of mix tapes, can someone please tell me some INDIE songs that start with TO (must be that spelling of it), HOW, and YOU. Must be INDIE songs and the words HAVE to be at the BEGINNING of the songs. kthx. =].

( because it's fun )
somthing to be happy about: barstools, the kind that spin

So, I haven't written anything in quite a while so I'm a little rusty but I got in the mood for writing something and this is what came out.

Fandom: Lost
Title: Astrology
Characters: Kate and Claire, brief references to a few others.
Rating: PG
Summary: Kate and Claire bond over the stars and Kate considers the crash from a different prospective. Takes place somewhere in the first season.
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, Lost, nor it's characters belong to me.

( Kate enjoyed the nights the most. Everyone came together, laughing and sharing mangoes. )

So this is one of the funniest fcking things I've ever seen. It's hilarious. It's a video someone put together called 'What if Lost was a Silent Film?' and it's Jawyer based. I'm not even a Jawyer fan and I still find it hilarious.

omfg, it has Titanic music!